More About Me
The Calling
From a young age, psychic ability came to me as just a 'matter of a fact' type information. I never questioned if it was real, it just was. I inherited some of these gifts from my Father, who wasn't happy with seeing it in me. These gifts were discouraged until years later when, after trying to hold them down (like holding a beach ball under water) they powerfully and blatently resurfaced.
I was frequented by evil entities at a young age, and had night terrors. These continued through adulthood but stopped after stepping into my calling as a medium and psychic. I find this is a common element when meeting new psychics, and personally feel they are challenged at an early age to 'see whom they will serve: the Light side or the Dark side. I was taunted in High School as being "Spiritual" which normally would be a gift, but was twisted given a negative connotation. I knew that "Spirituality" was the greatest of all the talents given to mankind, so was devistated that it was given such a disrespectful label and used to insult me.
Being in a religion which basically did not support these gifts of mediumship, I felt forced to hide them. What little I did share, I was doubted by the leaders, and treated like I was mental. I remember only one leader which believed me and was humble enough to invite me to teach him. He learned rapidly and within several weeks, called me up to share a vision (his first of many). Although a rare moment, is one of my favorites!
In 1999, I became severely ill with Fibromyalgia and Rheumatoid Arthritis, basically placing me bedridden. I have since learned that the combination of these two diseases is the number 1 most painful of all the illnesses there is. Not only did every muscle on my body throb 24 hours a day, but my joints swelled and I began to lose use of my hands, shoulders and walked like a 90 year old woman. I spent months in bed, and didn't understand how this could happen to me. I was a mother raising 6 children, and went from being the caretaker, to being taken care of.
During that time, a wonderful process was taking place. I began to understand that although my physical was damaged, my spirit could forge ahead. Instead of helping others by taking in meals, and serving in physical ways, the only thing I could offer was prayer and hope. I now see how this paved the way for me to open my gifts back up again, given the amazing answers to prayers that came through the act of sincere prayer. Through these trials, I became aware of Reiki and studied it for several years before stepping into the Master Level. This process of becoming attuned blew the doors wide open on my psychic and mediumship gifts.
One day I watched a tv show about mediums, and wondered if maybe I had some of that. I decided to write a list of all those I had seen from the other side to see if it something that was real. I stopped after 40 since that was enough for me to think that perhaps I was a medium, since I didn't think that others had a list like that. After consulting a friend about my findings they just laughed and verified that this was not a normal thing that others did. She had known me for years, and was surprised to find out that I had that much experience with it.
I didn't know what to do with this information. I began to look for answers through books and websites. A few weeks after my 'discovery' I remember I was sitting on my couch, and watching as a subway type vehicle drove across my living room and stopped in front of me. The doors flew open and I was inundated with spirits from the other side getting off and wanting me to help them. The visual was mind boggling to say the least.
I think there is a moment in your life when you reach your ultimate calling. I would've never dreamed myself of being a medium and psychic for anything in the world. It was not something I aspired to nor openly invited into my life. It was something I was called to do. I was a reluctant medium/psychic for years, not wanting to accept it because of fear of unacceptance and of being different. To accept it and embrace it would mean an entire life change affecting family, friends, religion and career choices, knowing that 95% of all my support group would leave me. Embracing these gifts and acknowledging them has been long in coming, and now I gratefully and humbly accept this calling in helping and enlightening others. I'm so thankful for my Spirit Guides for helping me to see the fuller picture. I wonder how I was able to cope after ignoring them for so many years!
I have a dear family whom I love and adore and appreciate all the things they've done to teach me important life lessons. Although they may not accept or understand why I am doing what I am doing, they have continued to love me. All but one are grown and gone now. My youngest, a 14 year old, has been entrusted with these same gifts, and it is amazing to me to see the difference of someone growing up just thinking these gifts are a normal part of everyone's life. I do get a kick out of the abnormal way we interact daily with the paranormal, and he just accepts it as if it normal. He's now going on 3 years of embracing his gift, and his abilities are incredible for someone so young. We laugh and are amazed almost daily of our experiences with ghosts, loved ones, angels and paranormal happenings.
I am a proud grandmother of two granddaughters and another grandbaby on the way. I love every minute of being at this stage in my life, and truly thank God for His wisdom in allowing me to take on the challenges I have which have given me the understanding, life experiences and empathy for this next phase in my life.
I've owned several businesses throughout my life time, been a professional seamstress for years, invented products, been in management, done sales, love crafting and thrive on personal growth and discovery. I enjoy public speaking and being able to share and inspire others.
Some of my favorite life lessons are:
- "That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
- "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me."
- "It's only a mistake IF you don't learn from it."
- "Be kind to yourself. You deserve all the love you can possibly immagine."
My life has been full of challenges and trials of great magnitude. Each one of these experiences has made me into the person I am, and I give honor to those trials for that. I still want to punch them in the nose, but I have learned to give them honor! I am just your normal, everyday down to earth person, but have these gifts that have surfaced. I do not discount the gifts as being normal by any means...but they are very normal to me! I laughed the other day when I told a group of fellow psychics that I didnt' feel like I was paranormal, but given the description...well, you decide!
I guess I'm paranormal when I put on my "Psychic's Hat". Other than that...I'm just me. I love doing what I do and watching the changes of those whose lives have been enriched by these services. I believe with all my heart that people are drawn to me or my website, and I when they are, I am the one that is there to help them. I have prayed over my website and asked that those who come here, would come here directed. If you feel drawn to me, then it is to be. If you do not feel drawn to me, then we are probably not meant to be. Trust is key when choosing a psychic. I have had too many clients who are devistated by psychics who have told them harmful things about their life or path. I can see why many people tend to be skeptical with the stories that I hear, and my heart is so saddened with these events. Trust is everything, so if you feel you can trust me, we will connect on a much higher level and the best will come of our time together.
Appointments
I am located in Gilbert, Arizona and I service the surrounding areas of: Apache Junction, Queen Creek, Higley, Tempe, Chandler, Scottsdale, Phoenix, Awatukee and Fountain Hills. My office hours are from 1:00 p.m. to 6:00 p.m. Monday & Friday, Tuesday & Wednesday 1:00 to 8:00, Friday from 1:00 to 5:00 and Saturday from 1:00 p.m. to 4:00 p.m. I am closed: Thursdays and Sundays. I also am available for lectures, fairs or group meetings.
My appointments can be made at my office, or at your home. For those of you not in the near vacinity, I provide full services by phone and email.
To schedule your appointment or for further questions you can call or email:
480-735-9460
or email
azspiritualmedium@hotmail.com